One Month Left!

I leave in one month for Mozambique!

I can't wait! I have paid my tuition and my air fare. My visa has safely come in. All I have left to do is buy the little things Ill need when im there and to keep preparing my heart.
I have been realizing that I am not totally sure how to prepare myself. I have never been to a third world country, and I have never spent a whole summer away from Kentucky either.
This past week, three nights in a row, I had massive spiders in my room! I really freaked out about it more than I should have, but I then realized..woah..I have so much more of myself to die to..im such a chicken lol..As scary as dying can be, I really am so excited. I love Jesus so much and I dont want to be held back in my destiny in any way..

Its so cool. This season of preparation, the Lord has been showing me two things: how to be childlike (all the time) and the good characteristics of my personality that he gave me as a gift. :) It really has been looking alot different than what I thought it would. No grinding prayers, but just being in the presence all the time and seeing that Jesus' burdens are light. How joyful is life!

I do have one prayer request please :)..I am being attacked with fear for my airplane flights. Me and Jesus tried to tackle this last summer when I had 7 flights within a month. I prayed myself to sleep on all of the flights and it was really the only way I made it. well recently ive been getting attacked with it again and its just not fun haha..So that is my prayer request..no fear for anything that comes my way this summer.