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So it's been a really wonderful week two. I felt the Lord so much this week. On Wednesday the Lord said to me "the kingdom of heaven is a servants heart." I spent the rest of the week dwelling on it, still am haha..for the first time I really understood the desire to be in the lowest place! As I was laying facedown in the dirt with children stepping all over me I was crying out "oh God take me lower! Take me lower!" what I am realizing is that only the presence of the Lord can give you the desire to be hungrier for Him; only the presence of the Lord can make you want to go lower, to be more humble. This is what we should pray for: more hunger, more thirst, more humility. You see, when you are So hungry, you will eat anything! (and are thankful!) When you are full, you can end up turning down the things of God.
A few months ago I started praying "Jesus I want to see your eyes!!" and I desired so much to see them. Of course in my mind I thought I would have a visitation or see visions of Jesus' eyes. But when I came here to mozambique, I saw Jesus in the eyes of the children. They are covered in dirt and rags and are the beautiful bride of our Lord. When you see Jesus in someone, how could you not love them with all that you are. Well I now want to see Jesus in every person I look at. Since this lines up with His heart, He has revealed Himself in every person I look at and wow, He is so beautiful!!
For all who are reading this, thank you. Thank you for your prayers! I still need them more than ever haha just like Gods mercies are new every morning, I need a greater measure of grace every morning! Haha today to get back from town we took a 'shapa' (van). It's like a 12 passenger van and 27 people were crammed in it! It was crazy. As I looked through a small hole between the limbs and clothing of the people in my row, I saw the most amazing view I've ever seen. We were on top of the city and I could see a whole hillside of villages with the ocean as the backdrop. It was incredible. I'm trying to take full advantage of the bright blue indian ocean.
I miss you guys back home! Time is seeming to fly by though. I've noticed that me and Garrett are having totally different experiences (he is on the floor every service lol) and I don't really see him much. It's cool though because we will have 2 different experiences to bring back to campbellsville with us! Next year is going to be awesome. The Lord has big plans.
Much love!