I have been so blessed lately. When i look at my life now compared to what it was even six months ago, i am a completely different person. I have a different outlook on everything, new friends, and spend my time in all new ways. The biggest change I have noticed was my lack of fear. My whole life I let fear control everything. I was afraid of being alone, so I kept a boyfriend way longer than I should have. I was in unhealthy friendships too, just because I thought I had to be around someone or talking to someone ALL the time. Well that is way different now. I text sometimes but it would be okay to just put my phone up all together. I don’t hang out with people every night anymore. And honestly I love it! I have never had the freedom to just spend my time how I want to. Freedom to just be. I have given up TV pretty much all together. I occasionally watch a movie with friends, but not on my own anymore. I read now, which could have only come from the Lord, because reading is something I have struggled with my whole life. I listen to worship music all the time, not because I have to, but because I want to. It fills me with such great joy and keeps my thoughts on things above like they should be. I really am starting to feel a shift in the kingdoms I am living in. I have been so blessed this semester with great friends. I have been provided with friendships that are so encouraging. We can talk about the Lord all the time and not think anything of it and just enjoy His presence there with us.
A while ago the Lord told me that He would provide a guitar for me, and that when I played He would come. He has been so faithful with that. Two days after I heard that my uncle gave me a guitar just out of the blue! I couldn’t even believe it! I have been playing on a consistent basis now, and though I am not very good, His presence has been coming so faithfully and blessing me. I couldn’t be more thankful for all of this.
I have encountered the Love of God.
Therefore, I am changed.
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