im starving!! :)

so, the Lord has greatly increased my desire for Him. like the term hungry cant even describe how strong this feeling is. Im pretty sure that when i do feel the Lords presence and love like the way im desiring it, i will surely explode! So what is the next step? what happens when you feel like youre the only one around you really chasing after this? well i started reading "forgotten God" by Francis Chan yesterday. Im already half way through it which is suprising since i dont read very often. this book is so good! All i want is the Holy Ghost to come and totally ruin me. i have asked for this for a while now but not in full expectation and this book has made me realize that if im asking for the something the Lord has promised us then there is no way i wont get it! so im now humbly asking for this but in full expectation that my Father gives good gifts to His children. Also a while ago the Lord gave me a guitar and told me that when i play, He will come. So thats what i have been doing and He really is having grace over me and im getting break through with guitar. even though i only know one strum pattern that i play to every song and i know the same chords but just move the capo, it doesnt even matter. my Daddy still loves it!! Its amazing and i know that He has been delighting in me and just dancing over me when i play, like a father watching his child perform. If only i could just run into His arms and feel Him hold me really tight. thats what i truly desire. I know its coming because the Father is the creator of affection and i know He can show the greatest amounts of it.
well i guess thats all for now :)